Kill Your Darlings

Great advice that percolates within,
(like that instant coffee mug
resting on a coaster to my left
)
as I muse in front of a manuscript
that I have just re-read and made
the sounds of ‘Oh, oh no, no’.

These pomes are all darlings,
no editor, no reworking, no
returning to make alterations,
(I can never be a poetry seamstress
because of my own imposed
sanctions
)
but my prose, oh my prose.

My hands are on my forehead
as my mouth moves,
silently reading along
to the car crash of words that
I must have jammed onto these
pages thinking I was right.

I must exterminate my loved ones,
these paragraphs that have lain
undisturbed from my backspaces
and deletes for multiple months,
to get to the crux of what
I was saying.

Or maybe I let them be, maybe
a brand new empty document
is our destination, transferring
what works, (so little sadly,)
reincarnating that syntax
and grammar into striking
new statements!

Perhaps, let my darlings retire.